Saturday, July 17, 2010
I'm beautiful @ 10:14 PM
No, not really. It seems like I'm the most hideous one out of my group of friends.
We're only 3, but one of them is that type of blonde going on brown haired, green eyes, and pretty darn gorgeous. The other is also pretty and quite bubbly and fun to be with. Me? Oh, I'm just the loser they took pity on. I'm just a girl with boring brown going on black short to medium hair with horrible skin and so pale, I look like a vampire.
I hate this suckish life.
No boy, decent or not, likes me. The only guy I was certain that liked me a lot, liked me over a year ago and he's hideous. The only guy that I know recently liked me is also wierdly-looking, and I'm 4th out of 5 on his list. I guess I shouldn't judge his looks 'cause I'm just as bad as he is. But I still hate this.
Even the guy I like, the one I was certain liked me last year, doesn't even speak to me anymore. I don't get it. Why the hell am I so repulsive?
Man, this sucks.