Saturday, July 17, 2010
I'm beautiful @ 10:14 PM
No, not really. It seems like I'm the most hideous one out of my group of friends.
We're only 3, but one of them is that type of blonde going on brown haired, green eyes, and pretty darn gorgeous. The other is also pretty and quite bubbly and fun to be with. Me? Oh, I'm just the loser they took pity on. I'm just a girl with boring brown going on black short to medium hair with horrible skin and so pale, I look like a vampire.
I hate this suckish life.
No boy, decent or not, likes me. The only guy I was certain that liked me a lot, liked me over a year ago and he's hideous. The only guy that I know recently liked me is also wierdly-looking, and I'm 4th out of 5 on his list. I guess I shouldn't judge his looks 'cause I'm just as bad as he is. But I still hate this.
Even the guy I like, the one I was certain liked me last year, doesn't even speak to me anymore. I don't get it. Why the hell am I so repulsive?
Man, this sucks.
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
Eclipse @ 10:28 PM
Would you go and watch Eclipse with your ex, even if you don't like them?
Here's the deal:
Me and my friend decided to send a text to this guy that I used to 'go out' with - through MSN, this 'going out' occured - asking my friend which is not him if we're still on for movies. Here's how it went:
Hey *name of girl*, are we still going to watch Eclipse? And at the *name of cinema* right? Are you bringing someone along? ;)
He replied in less than a minute asking
when we'd go, apparently ignoring the fact that it was adressed to a girl and not him. Please keep in mind this is an
ex, and the film is
Eclipse; one of the most romantic films. I told him it wasn't meant for him but asked if he'd like to come along anyways, and it's on Saturday, and he replied saying he can't as he's watching another film with his friend and various details about what he's going to do.
This guy doesn't talk to me unless I talk, and used to practically ask me out everyday. This is around the fourth time I'm asking him out, and this time he actually seemed serious, unlike the previous conversations when he never replied. I had told him I liked him a year after the break-up (break-up occured because he was too 'sticky'; I wasn't yet ready for a relationship) and he said we should wait because we're young and see later on if we feel we should. Basically, no, I don't like you.
So now he wouldn't mind seeing Eclipse with me, even though we never speak? I don't know what to think!
Vacation Spot: London, England @ 12:05 AM
I'm back from the bella citta Londra.
No, it isn't found in Italy.
I'm talking about London; capital city of England.
May I say it was a lovely stay there, and the weather actually turned out to be pretty good.
But I was looking foward to going back home the last 3-4 days as my school exam results had been posted.
Today, I finally saw them. I went way better than the half-yearlies, as probably I focused more as I hadn't done my best before.
But seeing now being 00:04am, I have to head over to dreamland, even though I've visited it on the airplane this very afternoon.
Oh well.
Monday, July 12, 2010
Suicidal Strategy @ 8:35 PM
Welcome to my all new blog.
I'm making a new blog as my previous one sickened me.
So, I'm starting fresh.
I'm quite content with the name:
Suicidal Strategy
It's very different.